stella winx

2009-11-20T16:09:00.003+08:00

IDK watS goNNA haPPen to mY liFE in futuRE...aM i like borN to suFFer liKe tIS???gOt bF oSo likE nevA havE...haiZZ.....he's workIng likE therE's no tMR siaK!!whiLE im juz movinG on wiT ma daiLy routine wit no activities except fer sch n gym trainings.recently,i went fer an interview at Boxfit recommanded by Din.i got tru buT iDK hW aM i goNNa handLE clIentS..i makE suRE i woNT dissaPOInt him & earn LOads fer MaselF...gOt moNey reDY dEN PARTY!!!!!i dun carE!i waNNa take bikE(discreetlY) licenCe 1st den car...waT a yeaR oF 2009!!

2009-07-26T19:49:00.003+08:00

heY oL!!especIAlly to mA neW fweNS....plS liNK me uP agaIN...im tryINg to makE a changE in mA blOG so aS my liFE....to thosE experteeSE in grOOming uP bLOgs,plS guIde mE aLONG aiTES!thnKx to nuRUl HUDa aKA NUnU whu edITed mA blOGskiN feR me...i LOIke iT verY mUCh...BTW, i wouLd lIKe tO annOUNCE abT ma "Mr Small"...AHahaAHa he'S cutE & smaLL..hmm...cyA in thE nexT poSsssst aiTE2!

conFUSEd!!!

2009-04-21T12:41:00.003+08:00

iDK i shouLD carRY on wiT ma lifE aLONe?wit a GAl?or a GUY???beinG alONE iS fuN n fREE buT sumTIMes im JEalous seINg sweeT couplES aRD mE romanCINg aRD...beiNG wiT gaLS,verY leCEH!!!wiT guYS,IDK waT tO saY...deY juZ suX!!i hoPe i'LL fiND neW bF oR gF soOn....yES..im NOt straIGHt!do YU miND?FYI,i stIll lOVE 'H'!!i wiSH i couLD mET aN aCCIdenT n juZ dIe withOUt ppL bothERing ma personal lifE likE 'C.S' doeS!!shE soO kepO saK!!haIZ...ma liFE noW sOO bORINg....excePT frM gOIng kudER kepanG...i'LL b goinG tiS saTURdaY...yeAH!!!i sAY waT?!i saY saPTO!!!!tiNGtaNGtinGTONg.....HAHahaaa...chiOAWz!!!

2009-03-08T19:29:00.002+08:00

helo helo helo......i miss blogging so much but i dun have the time to blog in..x-country SUX coZ CE bOLOT sumER titLE!!!hHHAHAha..oh! tidak mengaper...atleast i got a 3rd better THAn NOTHING.wAAKAKaKaKaaa..WINX CLUB SISTERS!!!I MISS UUUUU!!!!hehehee...weN we gONNa lpK aGAIn??noE waT?i had greAt fuN overniTINg at sentosa duE to thE MILO tRIATHLON worK voluNteer pre-EVEnt buT tirinG n frustratinG at the same timE.thnKS to HArriSS 'M' i cRied in tHE middlE oF thE niTE coZ he scARe me by dressiNG up as soME FUGLY MONstER sUIT!DEn AFTER crying..i slepT HAHhahaa..throuGH ouT the niTE wenEVA i wanNA go i pestER the 'GALS' to accOMPAny me ARD..soriE 'gALS'..den,on the event day itself...it rains heavily...sum parents were fuckiNG irritating n making scenes out of small mas soon as i reach causeway,bought a pair of boot er maself..n its adidas questa white in colour....im sure u'll ask y white, the answer is bcause if its kinda old or dirty,i'll ask ma dad to buy me the pink nike boot!!HAHhaaa...i noe im smart..thnkS!HHAHAaa..im bored actually.cya in the nex blog day aite!

y borrow & no retURNS???

2009-02-18T12:47:00.002+08:00

i frustrated sia!!y wen i borrow ppl things...fer along time den wen asked to gif back,they either say lost...dunnoe put wer or pretended tt they gif back redi...pls argh i borrow ur things i gif back sia!!!!y must ppl do this to me?izit bcoz i kept quiet wen ppl lost or damage ma things back then???i cant stand this animore sia....i even replace ur lost items wit new ones...i cant keep maself quiet fer now sia...too angry redi argh!!!no matter how long i borrow ur things,i'll still return if its two yrs ltr or so...i owaes take gd care of others things carefully sia!!!frm now onwards be aware tt i might do the same thing as wat u did to me...thnks aloT urgh!

HOw i've BEEn treaTED in sCH

2009-02-13T18:39:00.003+08:00

evENthough if i smilE,lauGH & lookS chEErfuL in scH....it doesNT meaN tt im haPPy in scH.i'vE beeN treaTEd like suM loGS in scH withouT feelINGs n thoughTs.everYbody iS makINg fuN of mE sinCE theY knew tt immA chEERleADer..THEY SAY Im FAt & I CAnt MAKe It DOIn THOse JUmPS LIKe THE AmerICAn'S DOES...they evEN makE fun of mA new HAir n teLLIng mE tt im thE worsT lookINg rIHANna in scH(*basically dey mean im UGLY*).(*heARtbrokEn siA*) suM eveN sayS tt i looK likE suM dowN syndrOM kiD!!FUCk dEM uH!tt'S y im frENLESS in scH...evEN they GAls wonT bacK me uP feR tt...it seems like i've lost ma old secondary freNS...kindA separated wiT thE oceAN 11...n nO nEW freNS iN new scH..saD siA...im like 1 dUMB aSS in scH sumtimes doin things n walking alone...mosT caLLed me a bitCH by ma lOOK at scH...haiZ.WAt caN i dO ppL?aniwae, tts oL i've tO saY....i loVE u oCEAn 11(*includinG him as a fREn ONLY!!*)& especiallY tO ma bLOg creaTER...AYU!!chiOAWZ!!

Lost

2009-02-13T18:18:00.002+08:00

(*cleaniNG weBS awaY*)hmmm....as valentines' eve,i wanna let out ma thoughts since been a long time since i started having ma CCAs in sch.FEBI,i contacted wit Bear a week ago.its a coincidence tt we both confess tt we still love each other.last friday,i went gym & played street soccer wit him,it rains n he decided to go hm 1st b4 goin his aunt's hse at wlds...i followed him by request.upon reachng his hse...i was asked to go up n into the hse.n so did i.his sista giv me tt shit look whereas the mom was ok...while he's showering after waking up frm his lala land,i ransack his fone n gotta noe tt he's been contacting wit a gal...evidence has been found!fuck!i felt like flying hm immediately!!!well,wat goes ard cums ard...tears rolls down ma cheek n no one noes...till today(*duh im posting it out*)after i took a cab hm,i txt him abt wat i saw n read...but wat he says was tt SHE'S juz a ttm??he does it out of request by her..WTH!?he still say tt its ol fake love btwn them n ol he love is me n oni me..

the nxt day i told him im goin out wit ma frens n he didnt reply...we played pool..they're ol guys n old sch mates....while otw hm he kol me n he's telling me off abt y i must go out wit sum guys but not gals...idiot najib was kacau-ing me making those stupid sounds tt makes him think tt im wit oni a guy...hmmm....n abt yan...i think our frenship is even more precious than us gettin' into relationship...i hope we're still frens now..im sorrie if u happen to read tis...if u're away outta country,pls txt or kol me once u read tis....

(*continues in the nxt blog abt me in sch*)..

......

2009-01-28T16:05:00.000+08:00

THNKS OCEAN 11!!!

hAIz.....

2009-01-22T17:48:00.003+08:00

hmm...life nw suX cuz i've been goin through alot of probs wit ma sch mates...i have nuting against dem oso wanna gadoh.aiyO!i kinDA dissaPPoiNTed weN i'vE beeN accUSE oF fliRTing wiT tHE guYs...tiLL Nw,thEY're stILL talkINg abT iT!IDK y & waTS ma wrONg doiNG toWArds thEm.mE & * mabOK kELIng* ITS OVER PPL!!!!!!HHAaHAa haPPY saK akU!wooHOO!!!Im NOw TRAInNInG to bE a pErsONAl fitNESs trAIner & im paYIng atTENtion tO oL tHE reSEarCH doNE n inFOrmaTIOn ma tEacheR iS giVINg mE tO becUM onE...HHEhe...nW lIfes gOES oN aS perNOrmaL feR mE....& OMG! i GOTTa cruSh oN zACK!(*shE*)....FYI,derS a NEW gaL iN ouR inTAke n shE plaYS soCCer...shE's soOO kerEk n owaeS loOk aT ppL like waNT tO mKN likE tT...n shE noW mixiNG aRD wiT thE soCCer GUYs n selDOM tALk tO us the gaLS...klaR i'LL blOG suM otHER tIme kaES!bTW,tO ma oCEan 11 gaNG,i MIss u OL!!!(*aCCEpT fer HIm*)!!fER iyLA,i haPPy bDAy iN adVAnce to U iF i eVA dUn geT tO c yA agAIn...

saNDcaSTLe dAY

2009-01-16T14:01:00.005+08:00

heY heY heY!!!!!iM baCK tO blOGGInG....todaY i haD fUn bUILdinG saNDcaSTle aT eaST coASt wiT mA cLAss maTEs...mE & OSka thE oNI mlY iN tT gRP oF 10..HAhaa buT we HAd fUN n evERyonE iN thAt grP plAy thIER paRT AS wE r suPPOSEd tO bOND eVERyonE iN tt tEAm...dERs 6 grPS iN tOTAl....ouR gRP wON tHe 2ND plACe HAHhaaa...n E tHE laME tHIng iS tT,WE gOT $30 NTUC vOUchER..n WERe tO shAre amoNG tHE 10 oF uS....weLL,oSKA tOOk tHE vOUchER N hE'LL gIVe uS $3 eACH...lAMe saK...i'VE suGGESted thE whoLE gRP gO tO sentosA n DEn tHE vouchER cN bE usED tO buY thE fOOD...BUT moSt oF theM didNT agREE tO iT.sO iT'S scRAP!!!abT mE n HArrISS....we'RE baCK aS besT frEn agaiN...i THInk i'LL toNE doWN mAseLF n dunwaNNA haVE bF'S aniMOre coZ i THInk iT'S noT tIMe tO seTTle dowN yET...maYBE jUZ minGLE arD N gETTa noE moRE frEns DEn eVA wouLD makE mE haPPy bETTer dEn haVINg a pRObleMAtic bF!!!....iM joiNIng soCCEr aS a CCA fER tHe meaN tIMe....IDK iF i CAn drIBBlE tHE baLL....tT'S oL i gOTTA saY....

waTS wiT tHE weRLd aRD mE???!!!

2009-01-14T17:47:00.003+08:00

FYI,i've got a cruSh oN ma nexT dooR claSSmatE n we declARe bEStiEs On tHe 2ND WEek oF scHooL...jYEaP!!i gOt exCITEd abT iT...BUt deN sloWLy n sloWlY hE WEn oUttA ma SIDe..n he'S kinDa avOIdiNG mE iN scH,ouTSiDe scH....DEn oNe niTE i geTTa noE hiM bETtER deN,hE inTRo hiMselF tO mE aRGH n huE tOLd Me Tt He aINt intO aNI relaTIOnshiP....buT dEn todaY i JUz gOTta noE tt hE haS a GF!!n THeY jUZ steaD yesTERdaY...i dId tOld hiM b4 tt i hAD a CRusH oN hiM...buT oLL hE diD waS lauGH n smiLE...todAY,hiS gF msG mE saying Tt duN distuRB hiM animoRE..duE tO he haS aLOT gaL fRENs arD hiM...DEn hE tOld mE tT plS duN gET iMpoLIte cOz hiS gF trYIng tO tELL mE oFF poLITelY...WTF! siA!!!iF tIs iS reAl,hE'S indEEd a BIG liAR(*olDO i'VE seEn E biGGEst liAR iN e WERlD b4*)!!!!iF iT's faKE,i THInk hE duN waNNA b mA fREn oR eveN ma bESTfreN aniMOre.....hAizz....iS tHe ppL arD mE suX oR i suX???iM juZ doiN tHE rITe tHINgs...N I DUNWANNAB CALLED A PENSUBAHAT ANIMORE!!!!!!tO iyLA, iM sayINg soRIE coZ oF waT aYU saYS tT we wERE hAppY2 FREns b4 n nT tO spoILt tHE relAtionshIP......tO diDDY,i DUNNOe waT tO saY....cOZ fRM nOW ONwaRDs u cN dO waTEva u waNt N drINK tILL uR laST daY oN eaRTh....tO haRRIs* plS tELL mE tHE trUTH!!iS TT GF oF uRS trUE OR noT???(*tHE namE NADIA suMORE...samE aS mE*)n shE evEN cALLed ME stUPId weiRDO??!!n SHe LIKeS HIs BF NOT lOVE...hahAHHAa shE'S E stUPID oNE..!!shE saY shE saY oLL tHOse haRsH WERdS coZ shE'S protECTiNG HIm...WTF siA!!!n haRRiSS saYS tT hE'S goT moRE gaLFREns catCHInG UP...IDK waT hE mEANT BY tT...fER waT i NOe,it lOOks liKE a CHInesE pERsOn whoSE tyPINg iT...eNGliSH peCAh raBAk siA!!!DEn sumORE hE saY duN msG hiM aniMOre coZ hE bZ....i kinDA frustaTEd siA!!!OMG!i hOPe tiS iS sOO noT trUE!!!

hE's tOo mUCh

2009-01-11T01:29:00.003+08:00

WTH saK!!!!he JUz feRGot abT e proMIseS tT he MAde b4 we weRE togethA!!i'vE toLd hiM alOT oF tIme tT i'vE loTs oF guy fREns n wouLd makE moRE iN iTE!!bUt OL WEre frEns noT moRe dEn tT cOZ i juZ lovE hiM tOo muCh tO lET gO!aM noT thE samE mE iN 2008...WER i usE tO leaVE GUYs beINg sO jealoUSY...buT y NOt nOw??cuZ juz lOOk aT hiS aGE?he'S 24!!!n he'S eaRNIng suM caSH fER uS tO gO furthER(*u noe WAt i meaN*)...IDK waT tO dO??FUCK laR!!!he'S siCK N stILL drINKing!!it'S seRIOUs caSE fER hiM tO drINK alOT!!ciBAi!!waT elSE caN i dO?he'S jUZ fuCKinG stubbORn!!iM forcINg hiM noT to driNK iS bcoZ oF hiS heaLTH n OWn GD!i TOt By beiNg wiT thE oldER aGE couLD undeRStanD me MOre...skalI worsT!!!hE duN underSTAnd mE evEn a LiL'biT!feR exaMPLE:mE iN scH n havINg orieNTAtion,hE kepT calLINg n WEn we'RE goNNa enD tHE caLL,oUT oF aLL tHINgs he saID iS "DUN GO ARD MAKING GUYFRENS N FLIRTING"hoW caN i NOt geT anGRy?!teLL mE pLL?haIYA,i thinK iT's bettER tO leT go Now rathER dEn i suFFer evEN moRE!!klaR i'Ve goT nutinG tO saY aniMOre soO cyA nEx tIme!!

My Bday 09/01/09

2009-01-09T20:01:00.004+08:00

hEYLo ppL!!!todaY's mA bdaY!!!woOHOO!!!iM 17 oLEDI!!!haPPy siAK!iM soO haPPy tT mA paRENTs feR thE 1ST tIMe wiSH mE on mA bdaY...HAHahAHa tKDer pRESent poN...sAd seY....HAhaahAa....i fEFLT tHE diFFereNCE tODAy,aS iN morE reLAxiNG n NOt tT faNAtiC abT tHINgs goINg oN aRD mE...bTW, i hAvE a neW bESTfrEN!!!hiZ namE iS HARRIS.hE hAS gOT thE saME taSTe oF muSIc aS mE...hE'S fuN n caRINg...weNEVA i geT anGRy,hE owAEs reMINd mE oNe phRAse..."nO joKE nO fUN,nO fuCK no soN"...whiCH makES mE gO likE "waT?!"HAAHhaHAa...bTW,goT twO persOn iN scH bitCHINg abT mE siA!!!onE of THem teLL iN straIGHt iN thE facE whiLE tHE othER goSSip bHINd mE...thE first oNE tOLd mE straiGHt in tHE facE....He tOLd mE tt hIS FRENs n HIm fIND mE a FLIRt!!cibaI saK!!i DUn fLIrt buT im MAkinG frEns wiT evERYonE iN thE clASS!FYI,i choOSE mA frEns...n OL ma FREns arE GUYs sinCE KIndERgaRTEn fuCK!i thiNK hE jealOUS arGH becOZ i nEva fREn wiT hiM...siaL arGH gamE BDk2 saK...fweN tK fwEN.secONdlY,dERs a tiNY wEEnY BITcH whO liKEs tO atTRacT aTTentIOn....shE'S a MINAH!!!faCE goT maNy piMplE dEN coVER wiT tHIck founDAtion n powDEr osO no uSE!stILL caN c hEr UGLY FAKE faCE!!!IDK waT shE tOK abT bhIND mE...OL thOSE "TEStiNG jER....niE suMER effORT",WERe miNAH WERds!n shE'S JUZ a CHiCk whoM stILL in thE growiNG staGE!haTE hER tO thE coRE saK!jYEAp!!mA bbY cumIN oVEr tO mEEt mE aT ayU hSE...hMM...goT preSEnt anOt huh?!hahHHAa IDK!aniWaeS,tO mA nEW aCCEPTed bESTfrEN,HArrISS....weLCUm tO ma WORLd!!

wEN 2009 starTED

2009-01-05T15:52:00.002+08:00

hey....im blogging again!Today i've got alot of things to say.Firstly,abt e nite wit ma BF,he's gone wild!to cut it short,i've totally lost ma respect towards him since e incident.for wat i noe i've told him tt he has to earn back ma respect.Secondly,abt training yesterday,it sux to e core!!!ma back hurts alot sak(*i cry u noe*)while sum other ppl keep blaming everyone bcoz of our rusty basics.....as u noe,we've not been training 4 months!u dun expect a baby 2 speak after giving birth rite?!i had blue blacks,back pain & marks on ma body becoz of tis last min thing!"she"oledi say tt even if we sux,we will still win(*top3*)den sum1 scolds me fer repeating wat she said and were ask to aim 4 higher positions.things wont cum if u keep expecting it!sumting happen & wat Naz say to me was "tu mcm kasi dia"hahahah....oiur grp didnt do it on purpose sey,if she were to ask robots to train like tt,e robots might juz switch off due to overheated.juz like us humans gets tired over repeated things. no wonder ol new recruits ran away after a few training.oni passionate ppl like us will sty n ignore e bubbles being blown by sum machines...i was hoping ol e uncontrollable fun seniors to cum back.it'll b more fun.oni dem can drive those machines crazie!(*show no mercy*)Lastly,ma bday is cumin!!!!PRESENTS EVERYONE!!!!hahahajk2...IDK wats on DiddI'S hand fer ma bdaY present.actually i want nutin' 4rm him except to change those habits of 24/7 drinking & stuFFS+stop imagining me doing stupid things wen im out wit frens(*i noe he dun trust me*)+to stick wit 1 job oni.IDC wat job it is=as long as he's happy.i juz want him to noe tt i love him so much!!!ol i ask him 4 ma bday present is to love me more....more....more....&MORE!!!!!!!hmmm....i gotta bouce ppl!so blog ya nex tyme!

guD byE oL yeAR & heLLO nEW yEAR!!!

2009-01-02T17:17:00.003+08:00

woOOhOO!!!ppL!!i haD fuN on couNTdowN....hAaaHHaa..givIng mA bF hiS bdaY prESEnt waS thE embARraSsing momeNT oF oL coZ hE didNT saY i lOVe U bacK tO mE!!!!hmmPH!aniWAE,i haD fuN drINKinG wiT mA frEns...seeINg banGLA beiNG disTURB bY alOT oF sinGAporEAns incluDINg uS..AHAHHAaa...i'Ve seEn eveRYONe's trUE colOUR ON tT daY....esPECIAlly mA BF!!i hOPe hE doESnT liE tO mE animoRE abT tT stuFF,iF noT,iM goNNA takE tT stUFF alONE owN mA owN wiT mA monEY!!!!(*WARNING:DANGEROUS*)sOO pPL!duN trY n daRE mE..eveN iF i saY "NO",suMDAy,suMHOw,sumWER i'LL do IT oN ma OWn...tO mA deaREst fREns hu noEs mA bF plS waRn hiM noT tO tHInk oF mE beinG flirtY weneva iM wiT ma olD frEns(*oL ma FREns arE guyS*).i toTAlly haTE tT!i duN eveN geT anGRY weN hE talKS oR saY hi tO hiS gaL freNS....bT he doES gET jealouS!(*it'S hiS weaKNEss pOInt*)AHhAaa...i'VE oLwaES tOK tO hiM nicELY n hE olWAES makE mE anGRY n baRKINg aT mE(*tt was the time wer oni the two of us on the fone)bt weN wiT ppL ouT deR,he'LL makE iT souNDs or looKS likE iTS mA faULT!!waT thA poNG mAn???WAt a diGGY diGGY doNG!!!plS helP me ppL!!bTW,i'vE juZ haD ma chECKuP feR ma ITE couRSE...it'S soo tickliSH weN i haD ma BREaST cheCKEd!!AHhaahha(*feMAle docTOR of couRSE*)hehEHHEEeehhehee.....*boO-hoO*i dun geT tO cheCK fER urinE teST cuZ haVINg ******!!!guESS waT?!iM gettING fAT!!mA heiGHT iS 164, ma weIGHt iS 64.3!!!!(*hOw tO bcUm a FLYER niE??*)AHhahAaa......hmm,moNdaY i'VE tO gO tO tHE clEMEnti camPUs @ 9aM!!IDK i caN waKE Up OR noT?(*WC=mE thiNK sO*)

Ma nEW resOLUtiON=tO b secONd baSE(*AHHaaa,faT HOPe*)
to havE a LONg laSTinG relaTIONshiP(*tHE baI couPLE*)
tO b moRE caRINg & matURE AHhaAa

klAr,ppL i GTG!cyA weNEVA i bLOg agAIn biATcH!!MUAKKAKKAaaa

!nEWs 4 todaY ppL!

2008-12-31T14:10:00.003+08:00

wooHOOo!!!waiting fer thE momenT....we brouGHT soO mucH stuFF tIll mAK saYS, "koRG nK peGI saTU arI cM NK gI braPER arI giTU...haHHAha...."everyONE iS sO eXCiTEd as i AM!i juZ dunNOe waT tOo wrITe coZ tO exCITed laRR...i hOPe mY chICken blaCK pEPPer tastEs niCe...iF noT niCE iM soRIe....fYI,i juZ staRTed cooKIng tODAy...HAaHhaaa(i wonDEr hu'S e unLUckY guY maRRying mE??)aniWaE,i'VE gOT gD neWs tO ouR chEERleadINg squaD!!!!We'vE gOt a COMPetITion tO comPETE!!!it'S oN 7tH jaNUaRY 2009!!!we'VE goT leSS thAn a WEek!!haIYO...sO nEW ppL!duN rUN awAY plS...tiS iS uR chaNCE tO proVE tHe senIOrs tT u'VE goT taLENT,stYLE & origINAliTY!!!sOo,geT reADy tO pUMP iT uP!

2008-12-30T15:28:00.002+08:00

yEAh!!!aM goNNa bE ricH oN wednesdAy...hahaAHaa...canT wait fER countDowN!!!E 11 oceaN crEW wiLL maKE iT a haPPeniNG daY evA!!fER noW i'vE tO gO to alOT of plaCEs to makE prepARatIOn fer thE counTdowN..buT baCk aT hM,it's a disasTer!!laST buT noT leasT abT ma bF.he'S tOO naGGy at TYmes..n i'vE warN hiM abT tt buT notIng he COUld do abT tt..iM goiN nuTs wiT tiS kinD oF probLem arD mE everydaY!!hmm....afTER ma REsulTs,i'vE losZT oL ma FREns..i reaLIe miZZ thE daY we do stupid tHIngs togethER n gET cauGHT..hHAHhaa..faT hopE im gONna rePEat ma YearS agaiN!iM goIn to ITE!!wooHOo!!!fitnESS traINIng,heRE i cuM!!guys,i GTG nOw!wANNa manDI n OUt i Go tO do suM tasK...chiAowZZ!!

2008-12-30T03:16:00.000+08:00

hello frens!!im new in this blogging thingy..hope to meet new bloggers out there..feel free to leave ur link..im too sleepy and tired to type a longer post..so i shall continue tomorrow when i am not that sleepy and tired..so gd nyte all!!