hey....im blogging again!Today i've got alot of things to say.Firstly,abt e nite wit ma BF,he's gone wild!to cut it short,i've totally lost ma respect towards him since e incident.for wat i noe i've told him tt he has to earn back ma respect.Secondly,abt training yesterday,it sux to e core!!!ma back hurts alot sak(*i cry u noe*)while sum other ppl keep blaming everyone bcoz of our rusty basics.....as u noe,we've not been training 4 months!u dun expect a baby 2 speak after giving birth rite?!i had blue blacks,back pain & marks on ma body becoz of tis last min thing!"she"oledi say tt even if we sux,we will still win(*top3*)den sum1 scolds me fer repeating wat she said and were ask to aim 4 higher positions.things wont cum if u keep expecting it!sumting happen & wat Naz say to me was "tu mcm kasi dia"hahahah....oiur grp didnt do it on purpose sey,if she were to ask robots to train like tt,e robots might juz switch off due to overheated.juz like us humans gets tired over repeated things. no wonder ol new recruits ran away after a few training.oni passionate ppl like us will sty n ignore e bubbles being blown by sum machines...i was hoping ol e uncontrollable fun seniors to cum back.it'll b more fun.oni dem can drive those machines crazie!(*show no mercy*)Lastly,ma bday is cumin!!!!PRESENTS EVERYONE!!!!hahahajk2...IDK wats on DiddI'S hand fer ma bdaY present.actually i want nutin' 4rm him except to change those habits of 24/7 drinking & stuFFS+stop imagining me doing stupid things wen im out wit frens(*i noe he dun trust me*)+to stick wit 1 job oni.IDC wat job it is=as long as he's happy.i juz want him to noe tt i love him so much!!!ol i ask him 4 ma bday present is to love me more....more....more....&MORE!!!!!!!hmmm....i gotta bouce ppl!so blog ya nex tyme!